A Letter To: Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

LOL YOU ALL DON’T EXIST
🙁

alright everyone!

since the hiatus some things have happened:

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I’ve been nominated for faccomm oooohhhhh myyyy gooood I didn’t know my class liked me that much :O :O :O

I always thought I was some stupid bumbling fool no one liked and I’m paranoid just like that 🙁

but I think Iris has a bad impression of me because before I left school I remembered to submit my faccomm application form but I didn’t know where so the faccomm conveniently gathered near my bench

so I went forward and stood at the side apprehensively with the application form while the entire faccomm was having an impromptu meeting and I tried to pass it to her from the prompting of all my friends at the bench but she asked me if I could put it in the box at the council bench and she sounded a bit exasperated (which is unavoidable since probably a lot of people asked her that) and aaagh I made a stupid fool out of myself and everyone probably doesn’t like me 🙁

and the form was chock-full of patriotic stuff which sounded a bit fake although it was totally from my heart and they will probably not want such a skill-less person like me :((

or maybe I’m being too paranoid again

I think so but I can’t be too sure and I don’t want to be too sure 🙁

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I’ve completed physics AA! shameless plug here
http://www.facebook.com/v/10150172077344756
and qilin was very unhappy about her voice haha

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I have attempted to try a different type of tea daily. here are the results and my rankings for each:

monday – earl grey [4/10] a chore to drink though
tuesday – camomile [0/10] if yuchuan doesn’t like this kind of tea there is something very very wrong with it
wednesday – english Breakfast [6.5/10] normal
thursday – peppermint [??/10] ??!?!?!

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let’s hope the faccomm interview goes swimmingly for me

and let’s hope my classmates’ votes for me aren’t in vain

in case I get nominated (I WISH) I hope everyone won’t think “we put an idiot in charge of an entire CT!?” 🙁

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also I now have 4 GP journals due fffffffff

I think I will draw a diagram of my various insecurities tomorrow, maybe it’ll let more people know what explosions and butterflies are rumbling around my stomach

and it’s gonna be fun.

ironically.

meeeehhhh