I feel so incredibly terrible that I can’t even gather the will to do anything remotely productive.
There was something in the afternoon that was an absolute goddamn shock. A complete punch to the gut. I get absolutely terrified when confronted by anyone even if I’m not guilty. I can’t tell you anything more (I was ordered not to) but I damn near shattered today.
And my results aren’t CCCCUE, but BBCDDU which is appearing to be rather damnedly worse than the one before it although it is actually much better than expected. Must be my mood.
Shit damn why is it so damn hard to gather the will to live anymore.
But I think I know what to get…
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