I’m trapped, I realise, in this dimension where nothing ever makes sense any more.
So-called “friends” come up to me to argue, to argue that I’m wrong, so that they get to maintain whatever’s left of their ego.
I feel stranded. Alone at every junction. Distrusted because I couldn’t shut my damn gab. I find myself outside, alone, much more often than I used to be.
I used to not care about any of this… With each passing day, I grow ever-increasingly tired. I haven’t slept well in 2 weeks, and I fear I’ll be tired for even longer.
I’m just so tired. Tired of second-guessing what others’ characters. Tired of how people change. Tired of constantly being the one giving in…
I don’t really know anything any more.
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