Pride

That’s a picture of some place in Scotland that I took using Chuan’s GoPro. Unrelated to this post, but it’s a nice photo anyway. 

I’ve been biting my nails a lot recently, sometimes it strikes the cuticle and my fingers sting from the corners where nails meet skin. 

I’ve been slipping tremendously in Computing, my arrogance in CS1010 led to only a B, and now I’m struggling to make any sense out of CS2010’s heaps and trees and graphs. I’m below average at this point, which is a stark contrast with the confidence I had in doing well for this module. It’s really hard to come up with the willpower to study during the holidays, and perhaps that’s a terrible weak point of mine right now. 

I try to keep my relationship with the CEng gang cursory right now; their arrogance and “No, but”s are getting too annoying and remind me too much of what I dislike about myself.