A tip:

“Also, another very useful tidbit: going to bed earlier is much more useful than sleeping longer. You’re much better off sleeping 11PM->6AM than you are sleeping 12AM->8AM. I know it’s easy to keep saying “just one more game!” until suddenly, it’s 3 in the morning, but if you just try the whole “early to bed, early to rise” thing, you’ll quickly discover that playing video games first thing in the morning is just as fun as playing them super late at night.” – Link

Wanted to write something super long but eh, not in the mood.

Big whoop, my graphics card driver crashed and now I can concentrate on stuff instead of staying on TF2.

Notes are strewn across the entire table, a weak looking moth is flying around the room and the air smells of the sea, strangely, with the tangy saltiness that’s a little pungent but welcome. Looks like it might rain tonight. The pocketwatch is 3 hours behind time, because I was late in winding it a few days ago. There’re some shiny things in the distance.

Anyway.

Exams ended yesterday. Computing was fantastically fun. I had my head down and when I looked up 2 hours were gone already.

So we decided to head over to J8 to catch a movie. We watched Real Steel. Stellar acting but every character seemed rather shallow. Everything was spread too thin I think.

So today. What about today.

Today was damn bloody boring, that’s what. Although I was kept “entertained” the whole time by playing games, which I longed to do during the entire exam period, I didn’t really enjoy it a lot. On Twitter, Facebook, you see people announcing to the world about how much fun they’re having with friends, hanging out and watching movies. While I’ve been sitting on my ass for the past 14 hours. (WAIT WHAT OH MY GOD WTF 14 HOURS D: ) Deus Ex, Battlefield 3, TF2 oh god I need some time out from the computer hex firstworldproblems hurrrr hurrrrr.

Needless to say I felt pretty damn unimportant and useless. Boohoo no one wants me and I’m pretty damn alone I’m permanently in the temporary alone club forever alone www. I used to think I got over that but I didn’t.

There were some highlights like Kenneth calling for a short chat about what to do with his laptop, which hard drive broke down (he ended up buying a new hard drive although I told him to try and ask for support). I felt very special then. Look at me, a person worthy of calling when your laptop is down!

But if you have to have someone call you in order to let you feel good about yourself then you’re pretty worthless.

Sometimes I want to have someone there for me when I need some company, you know? Like some people I know. Soooome people. Soooooooooome people. Not saying who. But there are some. They exist.

Nonono I don’t really mean a girlfriend (maybe) but I don’t know maybe a dog or a cat. A cat. A kitten. Yes a kitten would be fantastic. But my mom is allergic to fur. 🙁

I am so shitty.

Welp. So I decided to make a platformer using Flash! (in order to distract myself from the prospect of wanting a gir- I mean companion)

Here’s an (read: the only) art asset (crappy animation)!

Yeah he looks like he’s limping and there’s something weird about this right arm when he pulls it backwards, and his torso and the way he tilts his neck. I’m working on it sheesh.

Hey, look it’s about to rain! Big winds!

HUGE WINDS! THUNDER! LIGHTNING! RRRAIN FOR THE RAIN GODDDDD

It’s pretty cool to see the lights in the distance growing blurrier as the clouds of impending doom and fluids arrive. I can wear my bathrobe because it’s cold yay.

Okay well I can feel gastric incoming so let’s see if tomorrow can get any worse.