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YYC:
He sits in his corner, I immolate
Kang:
i deviate from the conversation when it gets late
Shao:
lol are we rhyming or is it fate
who cares we’re all CELIBATE

I’ll update that drawing thing later, sorry to both of you readers.

I’m over my crush and I am pretty sure that I will not do stupid-ass things once again for some time. I don’t really know how it ended, it was just one day I went home and slept and woke up and thought and went “well that was a stupid dream” and went out to find that I either slept for 4 months or was stupid for 4 months.

Did better than I thought for blocks: D for Physics, B-C for computing, C for Maths etc. Econs is probably a U, GP is probably C to S.

Silicon Valley: That post will come some time soon (meaning when I actually get the motivation to go to “my posts” and open the draft and publish it). I don’t plan on finishing the draft but I think I will regret doing that. (Note: Silicon Valley is not a valley nor is it a specific place. It generally refers to that part of California with Palo Alto, San Francisco etc that has a lot of startup companies)

I’ve been chatting with a senior of mine (I don’t know why I’m not mentioning her name but blah) and the chat sessions have turned out to be nothing short of intriguing, enlightening and hilarious. I really find it a joy talking to her haha!

I’ve been neglecting my homework, better complete EoM and case study soon!

It’s a dead eagle.

MY FAVOURITE ANIMAL IS A DEAD EAGLE BECAUSE DEAD EAGLES DO NOT HAVE FEELINGS MUCH LIKE LIVE EAGLES. AND I STILL HATE THAT DAMN CHINESE COMPRE.

Part of the 30 day drawing challenge, where I attempt to showcase my lousy-ass art for 30 days.

 

I flatter myself, don’t I

Part of the 30 day drawing challenge, where I attempt to showcase my lousy-ass art for 30 days.

 

7:48AM now!

we came over from Fremont so now we’re in the big beautiful city of san francisco!

so last night I went over to rayyan’s room to lend them my laptop for gaming and I sat at the side and did a bit of physics

I got tired so I tried to sleep for a bit at 1AM

ended up waking at 3AM and talking a bit with them

then I went back to sleep

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the first wake up call rang in my dreams

I dreamt that I was having a lecture in the lecture theater and was looking around at everyone I knew

then I left the theater and heard a ringing which was when my ears ignored it

then I woke up and looked about

and put my head back in the pillow

then it rang again and I realised

I woke up and looked at everyone and made a bit of sound before realising it was futile

so I left with my laptop and all my notes

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and here I am, with my legs propped up against the heater and stoning

argh we only have 30 minutes left so I don’t know why derek and yuchuan are sleeping

heading to stanford later! don’t worry about me, mom and dad!

I am in my bed writing this post on my ipod. it’s 4:30am in america but I slept at 10 so i am not that tired now.
Derek is at the table doing his work and leaving Skype on to talk to his brother while rayyan and yuchuan are sleeping.
Yesterday we went to HP labs in the morning which was very interesting! It had cool stuff like F1 simulators and looked like where a dream job would be!
For lunch we went to a restaurant called Hunan garden. the chopstick wrapper had instructions on it, damn funny.
In the afternoon we visited iDA Singapore USA and the startup companies are very cool. the founders of cooliris were there too!
after that we went to walmart. I wanted to buy pepsi at the vending machine but a homeless guy told me not to. what a strange country. Derek and I went to gamestop to play wwe all-stars haha it was damn funny.
rayyan just turned over and continued sleeping haha
there was wifi almost everywhere so luckily I could use foursquare to check in places so that my parents can know where I went. too lazy to figure out how to call home haha
for dinner we went to sizzers which looked very like American diners you see in movies and dramas! I couldn’t help but point out every classical American place and object I saw. but everything is so heaty. I didn’t even eat the fries because I was very dehydrated.
I miss Singapore now! we are going on tours around San Francisco later in the afternoon. I hope I don’t get pickpocketed!
ohh and even though I lost my pencil box I still have my GC with me! damn lucky right.
don’t worry dad I will be back in one piece!
okay going to study Math bye.

um my laptop is broken so my ‘o’ and ” keys are jammed so forgive me if my spelling is fail

i’m in my hotel room in san francisco.

didn’t study anything  at all on the plane! didn’t even manage to sleep for more than 1 hour. felt really unwell for a while but recovered quickly :D.

watched rango on the plane. it was one of the funniest and best movies i ever saw.

then we arrived in korea

how i met your mother was very funny!

lost my pencil case on the plane :(:(:(

we headed off to the california academy of science whch was rather boring because they didn’t have anything much to see except for a rainforest section which felt just as humid and hot as singapore was

we then went to hard rock cafe. food was rather bad but i wasn’t used to it anyway

america’s very underwhelming. half of the people we’ve seen here are asians and i don’t see any white people around. must be all the influence i had from the internet and pop culture. hope it’ll get more exciting soon.

we went to wal-mart and it was very big but empty and the stuff was damn cheap. bought marshmallows but got sian of it.

yuchuan’s watchng fox news now haha it’s so dumb

more tomorrow!

i’m going to the US tomorrow at 7AM with rayyan yuchuan and derek!

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i will have fun

i will revise physics and maths at night and on the plane

super junior is amazing what have i been doing for the past 2 years not watching sorry, sorry

i will take a lot of photos of derek yuchuan and rayyan being knocked out on the first day

i will try my best to defeat jet-lag

i will wake up at 6AM daily

i will feel very tired

if i wake up earlier than yuchuan, i will squeeze toothpaste on his finger and tickle his nose so that he will rub it all over his face

if i don’t wake up that early i will groan and refuse to wake up

i will go out for a morning walk every morning

i will have heart-to-heart talks with the others

i am very afraid of muggers and rapists on the streets

i don’t think we are close to attractive enough though haha

i will come back from the walk and have a bath

after every bath I will wear a bathrobe and wander around to annoy yuchuan

i will head down to breakfast and eat a whole lot so that i’ll be happy

when we go to the companies I will take a lot of photos

or listen attentively

or talk to rayyan yuchuan and derek a lot

i will take a short video at the hotel room every day to show what we’re doing

i will make the most of my time at the US and it’s going to be fun

i will only go on the wooden coasters at six flags because I cannot take going more than 20 degrees

i have bathophobia and i am extremely fearful of falling so i will not go on coasters that do loops

i will come back and try to mug for econs and computing too

i will be bored on the 10 hour plane ride but i think it’s going to be worth it 🙂

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i will have fun!

what am I doing with my life.
I was lying down in bed and thinking about everything when I suddenly got damn scared. Realized I didn’t revise at all for blocks. Physics, Computing, Maths, Econs, GP and PW, all untouched. It’s going to be impossible to study for everything. But I have to try. Or else I will end up not being able to answer half the questions on the test paper.
Suddenly I don’t want to go sv anymore. So what if I got first prize, retaking J1 is not a fair trade. I doubt I will get anything done at all there.
I think I have super lousy study habits. 混日子all the way since primary 3.
无论尽多少能力，就是读不进脑子。
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My mom just came out of the room and told me that if I was worried I would ignore sleep for the next 2 days to 赶工, if not I’m not worried at all. I want to move out and live on my own. I’m panicking and all she’s trying to do is to 火上加油. She has my interests at heart but what I need most now is encouragement and not a scolding.
Am I studying for myself or my pride or for my friends or for my parents? I really don’t know anymore.
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亡羊补牢，未为迟也！
I must give up everything else, there is no more time for fun!!
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It is 3AM again. I hope I don’t get used to sleeping at this horrible time. It’s not even the proper time for me to sleep to avoid jet lag.